Struggling tonight….no idea why….so excuse the depressed/negative posts for today….just need to let some emotions out I guess and posting is one of the most effective things for me.
The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. You lay in bed and tears just roll down your cheek. The one where you just want to scream from the pain. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can breathe anymore….this is what I’m currently going through and the fact that I don’t have a reason for it just makes it worse.
Hopefully I’ll be feeling better tomorrow and will try to post something positive/optimistic soon.