I’ve spent the last few days horribly ill in bed with nothing to do. Thankfully I’m getting better now. Not so thankfully I’ve had a lot of time to just think. I’ve been looking at my scars….I don’t know why….but the ones from my recent self harming are pretty bad and I just feel so disgusted and hate myself so much when I look at them. I also just get so scared that my parents are gonna see it and question me. I have NO idea what I would say. I’ve always brushed my scars off as little accidents, but these newer scars are more dominant and harder to brush off as nothing :s hopefully I’ll never have to deal with explaining them.